Departure

Victor picks me up from the airport. “Welcome to Moscow, the city of sin,” he says. For two hours, we drive through bleak suburbs full of concrete blocks. The closer we get to the center, the nicer the buildings, the flashier the cars—Ladas alongside luxury vehicles with flashing lights. When we hit traffic, our driver veers onto the sidewalk. A woman with a stroller jumps aside. I’m shocked. Victor just shrugs: “Time is money.” Welcome to a world that plays by its own rules.

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My spanish lady

The moment after

The morning after, we lie next to each other, exhausted from a night filled with passion, music, and dancing. It was a transgression, a forbidden adventure that briefly united us like Bonnie and Clyde—honest and free from expectations. She rests in my arms, seeking comfort, while I wonder if she could be the one. But thoughts of a shared future quickly fade, as we both know there is only the here and now. Every moment with her feels like a stolen second I want to hold onto before reality catches up with us again.

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Svetlana the Swinger

The Swingers

An evening at an exclusive sex party in Moscow – driven by curiosity, I follow a friend’s invitation into a world that is both bizarre and fascinating. Amid high heels, collars, and unexpectedly profound conversations with the hostess Svetlana, a woman as passionate as she is charming, I immerse myself in a game of desire, power, and taboos. As the lines between freedom and control blur, I reflect on longing, fantasies, and the extraordinary stories that connect people. And in the end, one realization remains: sometimes life surprises you in the strangest ways.

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Girl and Private Jet

Sex above the clouds?

A Thursday night at Solyanka, one of Moscow’s hottest clubs. Banker Chet dances in his suit, Elena flirts unabashedly, and Matt, the pilot of Russia’s elite, shares tales of wild parties above the clouds – the Mile High Club Deluxe. Between champagne, long legs, and tempting encounters, the night feels like a test. Temptation is everywhere, but reality catches up with me in the end. At home, I sit on the couch, reflecting on the evening and wondering if life is really this crazy – or if I just wouldn’t have it any other way.

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Full Moon Moscow

Full Moon Over the City

A Night in Moscow: The bar is alive, while outside, a girl stands on the brink of death. Inside, an engagement shatters after a fling in the club bathroom, and a fatal accident casts a dark shadow over the morning. As the city slowly wakes, the narrator bears the weight of the night’s events – a mix of helplessness, guilt, and the harsh realities of life. Some stories end in the hospital, others with the police at the door. It was a full moon night – not extraordinary, just one that won’t be forgotten.

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Berlin 2008

A Woman of Class

Berlin, 2008: Anika, seemingly the perfect woman, moves into my friend’s flatshare. A doctor, pilot, wealthy, and charming – she impresses everyone. Yet, cracks in her story begin to show: alleged trips to New York that never happen, unpaid rent, and a web of inconsistencies. As her network of friends and acquaintances unravels, it becomes clear that Anika isn’t who she claims to be. In the end, one question remains: Who was she really?

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Seattle Wharf

Seattle and the green visa waiver

A chaotic adventure between Vancouver and Seattle: My attempt to extend my US residence permit in 1999 turned into a nerve-wracking journey. From border controls, quirky customs officers, and absurd negotiations to a sweaty race for the last train – this trip was anything but ordinary. Yet in the end, between cold beers on the train and fresh Alaska salmon in Seattle, one thought lingers: Border officers might actually be human, and a little luck never hurts.

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Brooklyn

Brooklyn’s Gangster

An afternoon in Brooklyn’s rough streets: rundown houses, freestyle rhymes, and blunts in a makeshift studio. For an hour, I wasn’t an outsider but part of a subculture that thrives on both hope and hardship. Hip-hop is more than music—it’s a lifestyle born in the ghetto, reflecting a raw reality of struggle, unity, and dreams. Back in Manhattan, the experience stays with me, and Brooklyn’s beats now resonate as a piece of my world.

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Die Moskauer Vorstadt an einem regnerischen Abend. 2006

A Hooker in Moscow

Lena is 30, Korean, and works as a prostitute in Moscow. In an honest conversation, she shares her journey from North Korea to southern Russia and finally the capital—speaking about high rents, unstable jobs, and her conscious choice to become a “Bandit.” Between cafés, clients, real estate dreams, and the hope of a life in Spain, it becomes clear: Lena is no victim. She’s a sharp, reflective woman taking control of her life—facing all its risks, hopes, and contradictions head-on.

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New York Uptown

40 Millionen Dollar Emily

Emily was the perfect contradiction: a millionaire heiress with a wild streak, offering me a deal straight out of a Hollywood movie—marriage, financial security, and a child on her terms. From champagne-filled nights at the Waldorf Astoria to awkward cultural clashes (like her screaming at the sight of my naked butt), our fling was anything but ordinary.

But when faced with the choice between a golden cage and freedom, I chose the latter. Emily’s world was tempting, but the price of living as someone else’s lapdog, no matter how glamorous, was too high. Sometimes, even 40 million dollars isn’t worth it.

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Moskau am Morgen Mai 2006. Zeit nach Hause zu fahren?

Franz, Paris, and High Heels

A boozy night in Moscow, a guy named Franz stuck outside his door for hours, and a narrator lost between mojitos, Paris Hilton, and garter belts: In his usual witty tone, Chris Helmbrecht reflects on clubbing, fantasies, and small disappointments in the bedroom. A story balancing self-irony and longing, set somewhere between Victory Day and Victoria’s Secret.

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München U-Bahn

Mountains, Munich, and Parties

Munich always manages to surprise me. What starts as a casual night out with friends often spirals into unexpected encounters, wild clubs, and stories you can’t make up. From posh venues like the “Eight Seasons” to hidden underground spots, every outing turns into an adventure. Whether it’s outrageous propositions, unforgettable characters, or spontaneous after-parties on rooftops, Munich’s nightlife is anything but ordinary. It’s a city where even the most unpredictable nights somehow feel perfectly at home. Dive into my stories of vodka-fueled chaos, bizarre twists, and the moments that make you glad you stayed out – and sometimes even glad you went home alone.

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